onsdag 13 januari 2010

I'm so deep into this shit I can taste the earth.

My throat hurts like hell and I know I shouldn't be talking, but it's so hard for me not to talk. I get sad when I don't talk. I'm not the person who sits quiet, nor am I the one who always seek attention, but when I have something to say I say it.
Today was a fun day. The bus was on time (hallelujah) and I jumped on L's bus to get some companion on the way to school. In school J had a very short and (what I thought) strained conversation with her date. I tried to avoid eye-contact with the stupid boy. And we all went quiet when the hot seniorboys passed us in the hallway. L stood and talked with us and we all just stared. She was like "Oh my god, are you all like that?!" she turned to A who said "Yes... me too.".
Met F that I haven't met in a loooong time and her friends. We decided on a date this saturday to really catch-up. After that I took the tram to the station (the station that are outside my school) 'cause I would meet H there. And guess what happend. Yep, the boy comes and sits down just at the opposite bench at the other side of the station. That was followed by 5 minutes of awkwardness. (I thought of this event when I found the headline).
H and I had a very fun time, and I almost forgot him. Almost.