fredag 8 januari 2010

Any idiot can face a crisis. It is this day-to-day living that wears you out.

It's summer soon. Oh my god. Ok, not that soon but we're anyway at the right side of christmas. So the night was spent at my friend's house on an island. Yep. It was lovely, but I feel that we're growing apart. I don't like that feeling. Not at all. We watched O.C. season 2 and talked about the ski-trip she and har friends are going to. I don't care about skiing. I want summer!
What else? Yeah, I met J in the town. And guess what!? She has a date with a perfect boy tonight. She was so excited. I was too for her sake. But a slight feeling of sadness hit me too. Not that she doesn't deserve a perfect boy. It's just that I want a perfect boy too. And I want her to help me find him, but what if she goes all "I-have-a-boyfriend-so-I-will-not-look-at-another-boy-and-will-only-talk--abouy-and-be-with-my-boyfriend"? Hope not.
I've known her for almost exactly a year now. So I mentioned it and she told me a funny thing. Her friend goes at our school too, so a year ago she had looked in our year-book at the class she was about to start in (mine obviously). And then she had pointed at a girl and said "Well, she looks nice". And that girl was me! Pretty funny, that we're like inseparable in school now. Then I said "I didn't talk to you at all the first term" and she goes "Yes you did, you were the first person I talked to. You probably don't remeber it but I asked 'Is this S1a?' and you said 'Yes.'". So maybe it was like destiny or something, but we get along pretty well. I'm so grateful of having her as a friend.