torsdag 8 december 2011
OK. I have to write. Am close to tears although I don't know why. I can't stay here. I can't let a boy ruin my day. I can't, I can't, I can't. I know nothing. Not what I wanna study, not where, not when, not where I wanna travel, what I wanna learn. I thought all would work out as soon as you left high school. Maybe it will eventually, but right now... No. Maybe someday I can look back and think "Oh, if only I could tell you it will work out.". Oh I really would want that. I want a boy who is addicted to me. I want a career which I love. I want to now something. Just something.
