I ought to say no, no, no.

I danced sober last Friday. For real. Had a blast with T and J at LH. Have worked the whole weekend and well, it's just have been nice. Have been working with a new guy and so I have to point out all the things he does wrong. So well, he probably beliefs I'm a bitch. What to do... Saw V in the cafeteria both Saturday and Sunday. Don't know if he saw me, but then again my laugh i quite rare. He texted me Saturday night wondering what I was doing and so. Nothing remarkable. Then on Sunday I didn't get a ride home so I texted E and asked if we could go home together. But she texted me back wondering if I wanted to go to VP. And since I didn't have any fun stuff to do at home, why not? So there I was sitting with V, E, L, D (their boss), N (another boss), A and two skiguys. It was fun! And I drank alcohol... No more for the whole month. We sat there 'til 11.30, then we headed for S. Only the cool ones left. There I was. Sitting next to V. Pretty f-ing close to V. Holding hands at one point. Gah, why is he doing this to me? Not seeing each other for like two and a half week and then acting like that. Hmpfh. According to T: "He wants you. Hard".