All I can do is be me. Whoever that is.

So I don't have panic yet, but I sure as hell will in the next couple days. 'Cause it's time for university choices. And frankly, I don't know what I want to do for the rest of my life. Law, economics, psychology... I just don't know. And it clearly sucks. Would be so much easier if I got into Cambridge. But now I have to choose. Thinking about reading Italian for half a year and then, maybe travel? But I don't know. Maybe I should just go into university and stay here for three-five years. Oh gosh. Claustrophobic feeling. Well, Friday is the last day to apply. So I hope I will figure something out until then.