OK, I suck on blogging. Even though this blog is only for me and for remember things, I should really write more. So let's do a long text nu.I applied, got interviewed and rejected by Cambridge University. It sucks. Only my family, L and J knows about the rejection. I just can't let it get to me. Alright, let me talk about the trip over then. I went with my mother 11-13 December. The first day I had a mock-interview and that was terrifying, they were really mean! But of course it was an act. Then we slept at my god mother's house, although she wasn't home so we took the bus in on the Sunday and checked in at our respective colleges. And oh, how pretty it was. Then it was time for my test. I met some people who studied there and they were so nice. A couple of people recognized me from the open days actually. And a girl from Italy was very impressed that I could speak Italian. Then the test was. Damn. I alomost started to cry 'cause it was so hard. I have never ever felt so stupid. I really started to cry when I met up with my mom. It was nice having her with me. The interviews the day after went so-so, the first one were just a light talk with the professor and the second was more of a subject-based one. I felt dumb again. So when it was over I was so major dissapointed in myself. It sucks to by dissapointed in yourself, 'cause you can't run from yourself.
Other things that have happend? Well, christmas and new year happend. Christmas was nice. We got our presents the 23rd and then we were at my grandparent's house on christmas eve. With all of my cousins and all. So we were like 20 persons. Nice.
New year on the other hand was not as fun as I thought it would be. I ended up at E's, L's friend's, apartment. Yeah yeah.
I have worked quite a lot lately. I want money! And my mum don't want me to just sit at home doing nothing.
I have an interview for another job on Thursday. It's more of a seasonal work. From April-October. If I get that job I will probably work a lot and then in October travel. It feels like that is the time to figure out what you really want. It's really sick that in a year I could be anywhere. Come on, world!
Oh, and another thing! I have two postcards I'm going to post to PostSecret. Shhhh.
