Suddenly it feels like so much is happening at the same time. So many "have to" and "should", that I try to stop and think about what I want. The pokernight well, it wasn't much poker. We watched the movie with bloopers and all and everyone thought it was hilarious. Then we talked about out classes, about people who think they are better than everyone else and yeah, trashtalk. But it was fun! It was only me, L, H, A and L though. They left around midnight and me and L slept in my 90 cm wide bed. It worked.On sunday we woke up and ate the leftovers. Btw, Estrella's sourcream & onion-rings is a god sent gift. Then I waved goodbye to L and went to McDonald's where my friend Y works. She gave me free ice cream and talked a little. She was working so hard! I mean,when I work, compared to her, I do nothing. For more money. Logic, uh? So I went home again and did next to nothing. H and I decided to take a walk together and so we did. Haven't met her in like two weeks and that sucks. So we laughed, talked, she smoked, we watched the seals and the penguins, decided that we want a "blodlönn", talked about graduation, sex and Jehova's witnesses. A lot.
Yesterday I went to school and well, nothing special happend. Although I felt like really hot! Oh yeah. E and me we talked like last week about how much I've changed since I started the gymnasium. I mean I feel more secure in myself, I talk more, I laugh more, I am more social, I have a better sense of style and yeah, I am just an upgraded version of my old self. Anyways, so when I sat on the bus on the afternoon it stopped at a bus station and one of my old school "friends" sat there. I saw him before he saw me so I decided so look cool and look away. Then I caught him staring at me with his mouth wide open. That was such an ego-boost. Like "the ugly duckling become a hot beautiful swan!". I have thought a lot about when the prime time of your life is. I believe that for many of my school friends theirs has aldready been. But mine and a lot of my current friends, are yet to come.
I was at a liberal youth meeting, we started a local club for our city and I became, without I really understood it, vice-chairman. When I told L today she became so happy for my sake. Oh, she is the best.
Today I was on the bus on the way to school and I got a massive head-ache. I thought I would vomit. Crazy! So when I met J at the bus station we just sat there for a couple of minutes. It was nice.
We have a Uf-buissness now and it is going realy well. We have a name, a logo, a plan, our teacher loves us and now we have a couple of sales day. We have decided that everything we earn, we are gonna shop for!
