Do I sound like I'm laughing sweetheart?

I'm watching Ocean's Thirteen. Love it!

Never look a day past thirty.

I have to do something now. But everything I can think of is that I want something that I don't know what it is.

'Cause I feel like I'm the worst, so I always act like I'm the best.

Marina And The Diamonds – Oh No!

Guess what?

Hi. It's been twelve days since the last time I wrote. Oh yeah. So here's some pictures that describes the last few weeks.
I've been in England. I have searched for a wintercoat/jacket. There is none. I have finished my application to Cambridge. Watched Jersey Shore.

Felt a little bit like this when it became minus degrees. And then a little bit like this yesterday. So then I took a stroll with H.

And laughed when I saw this and many other Chandler-moments.

I hate it when you look in your closet for clothes and you find Narnia instead.

Because I met Håkan Hellström today.

The title says it all. It was pretty unbelivable, really just wow. I went there with C and J and there we met C. And when we stood in the line N came by. So she phoned E who was outside and they stood with us. We waited for about two and a half hour before we met HIM! E took a photo with me, N and Håkan. And he signed my CD. And he heard wrong and draw a cap and not a cat on C's CD. And Daniel Gilbert was there.

Drunk girls know that love is an astrounat. It comes back but It's never the same.

LCD Soundsystem – Drunk Girls

Just 'cause I'm shallow doesn't mean that I'm heartless.

Suddenly it feels like so much is happening at the same time. So many "have to" and "should", that I try to stop and think about what I want. The pokernight well, it wasn't much poker. We watched the movie with bloopers and all and everyone thought it was hilarious. Then we talked about out classes, about people who think they are better than everyone else and yeah, trashtalk. But it was fun! It was only me, L, H, A and L though. They left around midnight and me and L slept in my 90 cm wide bed. It worked.
On sunday we woke up and ate the leftovers. Btw, Estrella's sourcream & onion-rings is a god sent gift. Then I waved goodbye to L and went to McDonald's where my friend Y works. She gave me free ice cream and talked a little. She was working so hard! I mean,when I work, compared to her, I do nothing. For more money. Logic, uh? So I went home again and did next to nothing. H and I decided to take a walk together and so we did. Haven't met her in like two weeks and that sucks. So we laughed, talked, she smoked, we watched the seals and the penguins, decided that we want a "blodlönn", talked about graduation, sex and Jehova's witnesses. A lot.
Yesterday I went to school and well, nothing special happend. Although I felt like really hot! Oh yeah. E and me we talked like last week about how much I've changed since I started the gymnasium. I mean I feel more secure in myself, I talk more, I laugh more, I am more social, I have a better sense of style and yeah, I am just an upgraded version of my old self. Anyways, so when I sat on the bus on the afternoon it stopped at a bus station and one of my old school "friends" sat there. I saw him before he saw me so I decided so look cool and look away. Then I caught him staring at me with his mouth wide open. That was such an ego-boost. Like "the ugly duckling become a hot beautiful swan!". I have thought a lot about when the prime time of your life is. I believe that for many of my school friends theirs has aldready been. But mine and a lot of my current friends, are yet to come.
I was at a liberal youth meeting, we started a local club for our city and I became, without I really understood it, vice-chairman. When I told L today she became so happy for my sake. Oh, she is the best.
Today I was on the bus on the way to school and I got a massive head-ache. I thought I would vomit. Crazy! So when I met J at the bus station we just sat there for a couple of minutes. It was nice.
We have a Uf-buissness now and it is going realy well. We have a name, a logo, a plan, our teacher loves us and now we have a couple of sales day. We have decided that everything we earn, we are gonna shop for!