Coming out your mouth with your blah blah blah.

So let's have a long post now. I have started school and well, it is just like before. Only they have torn down some walls, so now it's really nice! On the other hand though, now we don't have any hide aways. But maybe when you're seniors you have to grow up? The guy hasn't stopped staring. No, I am not kidding! It is just so weird and what the fuck?! Like yesterday when we came out from a class room. Well, the gaaang stood right outside and what should I do? So I looked them straight in the eyes (if you look down, you loose) and walked right pass them. J has a crush on V, one of the guys and apparently she tried to make eye-contact with him, but all of the guys were staring at me. WTF?!
Today I have been a vegetarian for a whole week. Oui, I am quite proud over myself. I lend the book to J, so now she's a vegetarian too. A thinks we are ridicolous.
I met A and her twin brother L last monday. They both came in the same class when starting at the same school. So funny!
Something more? Yes, "Fångarna på fortet" my favourite show as a child has started again. Same concept. Same leaders. Only older.

So it was the first day of my last year and it feels like I never left. I feel older of course. I mean a lot stuff happened under the summer. But my so called class mates were the same stupid crowe. Ugh. I'm so glad I have J and A.

Today I start my senior year. And I'm excited!

Today I got porn in the mail AKA Filippa K's catalouge for the fall.

Change starts now.

I want to be a vegetarian, you know. Train more, too. Also stop spending so much money on food. So I have found some great sites for this. Oh, I want to be a great heels-walker. Like Carrie Bradshaw!
The new vegetarian - The Guardian
My recipes and training plan - Kellog's Special K

We wanted to play, but we had nothing left to play for.

Here are some qoutes from the review of the concerts.

Håkan Hellström
Aftonbladet, five stars
"Jag såg inte Elvis Presley 1956. Jag missade Beatles 1963. Men jag ser Håkan Hellström i Slottsskogen 2010. Nu vet jag hur det känns och låter när en publik verkligen överröstar bandet på scen."
"Jag ser inte scenen för alla gapande munnar och händer och lyckliga människor som försöker slå ett nytt, kollektivt höjdrekord i jämfotahopp. Och där jag står hörs det inte ens vad Håkan sjunger eller bandet spelar. Publiken kör fullständigt över dem. Allsången är ... sjuk, sjuk, sjuk. Jag har aldrig, aldrig, aldrig upplevt nåt liknande."
"Ni som var där i kväll... Spara de ögonblicken – och alla andra som jag inte har plats att beskriva – på en plats som ingen annan kommer åt. Lås in dem i hjärtat. Var rädd om nyckeln. Ni kommer aldrig att få se dess like igen."
Expressen, five stars
"Jag har nog aldrig tidigare varit med om en konsertupplevelse där det så tydligt märks att vi delar på något tillsammans, vi i publiken och de däruppe. Något som är lika mycket värt för var och en."
"Men just den där känslan som lyfte oss i publiken i går är svår att beskriva. Tårfyllda ögon och ståpäls kommer närmare än ord."
Göteborgs-Posten, five stars
"Allt börjar dock med lite bildmässig Göteborgsporr till tonerna av Alf Robertsons Jag lämna mitt hjärta i Göteborg. Därefter kommer Håkan Hellström in i sin vita seglarkostym och med två blommor i bakfickan på de vita jeansen drar han planenligt igång med öppningslåten Känn ingen sorg för mig Göteborg. Trots att jag hört den hundra gånger och överallt, och sett Scandinaviums innertak lyftas av den, slår den där låten fortfarande undan benen på mig. Fullständigt. Det går liksom inte att värja sig.
Det märks också att detta är en väldigt speciell kväll för Daniel, Finn och de andra i bandet som varit med på hela resan ända sedan den tydligen rätt misslyckade spelningen i Bragebacken en sensommarkväll år 2000. Håkan beskriver vilken revansch han känner när han tio år senare kan blicka ut över säkert 25 000 lyckliga, rusiga människor som alla vill plocka med sig en bit av Håkan hem. Och förutom revansch märks det att Håkan Hellström också känner kärlek, lycka och en genuin tacksamhet över att ha lyckats röra, och beröra, så många människor under så lång tid.
Så tack Håkan för de här tio åren. Du hade fixat det utan Bjurmans kyss. Jag lovar."

La Roux
Göteborgs-Posten, four stars
"La Roux går på scen som sista akt på Way out West 2010. Har man inte dansat hittills är det dags nu. Bandet är stelbent, men tajt. Det här är en välrepeterad föreställning. Varenda detalj i scenshowen är direktimporterad från 80-talet och det hinns till och med ett klädbyte. Elly Jackson, som är ansiktet – eller ska man säga frisyren – utåt för duon, är cool när hon stegar fram och tillbaka över scen. Men det är publiken som får tältet att koka och som gör La Roux spelning till en riktigt värdig avslutning på festivalen."

Way out west and all the rest.

So I've had the greatest two days in a long, long time! Yesterday (Friday) I saw Jens Lekman, Beach House, The Soundtracks of Our Life, Miike Snow, Iggy & The Stooges and LCD Soundsystem. It was me, J and C that held together and then it was a ton of other people that we said hi to, came along, got excited of seeing and yeah. We saw T and J, aka some of the stalkervictims, Alexander Skarsgård, Kate Bosworth, Kirsten Dunst, the blogger Elin Kling, the blogger Natalie Karlsson, I met V, J, N, A, M and more. It was so fun! One weird thing was when J and C "left" me with Js old fling G and his friend. So he was polite and started to talk to me. J found that very amusing later! Yeah, and the weather was perfect, I had my new Weekday sweatshirt and shorts and looked (what I thought) cool-but-I'm-not-trying.

I loved the guy who plays the tamburine! He was totally ko-ko!

Today (Saturday) I saw The Drums (hot guys, oui!), Shout Out Louds, Anna Terheim, Pavement, Anna von Haushoff, Håkan Hellström, Lykke Li, Broken Bells and La Roux. Today L joined us and that was fun. Sometimes I get annoyed with her how she always have to be, I don't know, making fun of people. But Håkan was so awesome! It was me, L, J, C, E, G, M and Es friend and everyone (besides L and Es friend9 got totally wild! We stood first in front of the mixer-tent (I was back to back with Elin Klings boy friend), but it was too crowded for our groups craziness so we moved and stood behind the tent instead. Gosh, the first songs was so great! We jumped, danced, screamed and all so people filmed us! After the concert me and L lost the others, but it was OK. So we watched Lykke Li a little while, she looked so cool! But it started to drizzle so we went to the scen with a ceiling over. And there we sat until La Roux started to play. We had great spots! We stood quite well to the front, on a elevation and I saw everything! SO AWESOME! We had a hot guy checking us out too. He really looked out for us. And I sang a long in alomost every song!

I changed the banner on the right. What do you think?

It is the inside that counts.

Yes, like I mentioned I have read some of my old blog posts and in one I promised to tell you what I have in my bag. I have the a weak memory of doing so, but now I can't find the post, so here we go again!
In my big light mole coloured bag I have - right now - this stuff:

- A black umberella
- My newly bought gray sweatshirt from Weekday, still in the bag
- The Septembre issue of Swedish Elle and its insert about the fashion fall
- Three packages of gum
- My lovely blue job tee
- A box of Läkerol. Ohh!
- A wallet with lots of receipts
- Försvarets hudsalva
- Antibacterial gel
- The broken heart Marc Jacobs mirror
- My name tag
- A hair slide
- My mobile phone, or Iphone
- Chanel lip stick in the shade Ruban rose

Baby, I know.

I love, adore, worship her!

I am someone who is looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvinient, consuming, can't live without eachother, love.
Carrie

Perfect girls are not real.

I looked around in this blogs archive and it is really fun to read what happpened just some months from now. The hopes I had for this summer or what I read and listened to. And all my posts about "the boy". Gosh, hadn't I anything better to do than think about a stupid boy?
I have had some nice days. Last Monday I went to a good bye-party for J who is going one year to USA. It was fun and all, but I can't help to feel a little bit left out. I mean all of them E, C, N and everyone are just so goofy and everywhere. I am not like that. I am silent, watching, more kind of a person who talks to one and one. At least when I'm with new people. Anyways, it was nice to say good bye to J although I have never met her without E.
Yesterday we went to the culture festival we have here in my town. It was great. It was only me, C, N, E and V so it was nice. We saw José Gonzales and bumped into lots of people. I felt like the whole town was there. One thing that was kinda, I don't know, funny? All of them that I went with are studying at a different school than me. In their school thay apparently have a 'cool' gang. So they saw this gang there and they started talking about them. I don't know what I did, I only stood there thinking about God knows what. Then J who is a member of this gang and an old bus/school friend of mine came up to me and hugged me. Totally normal if it wasn't that E, who stood next to me, waved at J but J hugged me? Well, everyone else found it funny. J had cut her hair short and it was pretty nice. She reminded me of her. At this time we were all very hungry so we walked to this baugette-shop, which was closed! Gosh. So then we went to a pizzeria and ate the best pizzas ever. Then after that Timo Räisenen (I don't care how he spells his name, not now anyway) and some new band called Japonica. The bassist in that band was a girl and I sat I wondered where I had seen her before. I didn't realize until E whispered it to me, that she looked like a young punk-version of my mum! I laughed when I saw it.
Today I was in the town with J (yes, I know, SHOCKING!) and bought my fall-shoes. Oh, they're very pretty Acne look-a-likes. And a grey sweater. Then I worked a little bit and now I'm watching Sex and the city. Not the movie of course, but the last episodes of the tv-show. Carrie is so, wow. I mean she is not the typical beauty but she is still stunning in her own way.
J'adore to the ring! It looks like mini-mountains.

Oh my gosh.

So, today I bought my ticket for the festival which is this weekend. It will be so fun! This I did on my lunch break and I also bumped into H and her sis. I ate lunch at this really genuine café called Mauritz. I like that place 'cause it is not the place for girl groups or latte mummys, so if you come there by yourself you dont feel weird or left out. You have to stand and their cheessandwiches are great! Oh. So I worked today and then after the job I would quickly run to the bus and go to a good bye party. But my boss and Västtrafik had other plans for me. I had to stay 25 minutes overtime at my job and then the trams got jamed up so I missed the bus with one minute! Gaaaah, but there was nothing to do. So I applied some more of my new Chanel lip stick and bought a Teen Vogue. I used styling spray in my hair today (like, the first time evaah) and I thought it looked great! My new coat was on as well and I'm really pleased with that buy. The party was nice although I cannot be as goofy as they are. Maybe I am prude.

I plan on not being that puffed up.

I have now watched all the "16 & pregnant" episodes on season one and well, it got me thinking. I had a dream about two weeks ago that I was pregnant. It was really wierd 'cause the feeling was so strong. Anyways, my absolute favourite on the show was Catelynn. Gosh, she (and her boyfriend) of course was so strong. They just... Wow! I have always seen adoption as something you do from China or India, but never as a alternative for girls like me. Sure, I have watched the movie "Juno" some times, but that someone has the strength to do that in real life is really inspiring for me. To be so unselfish. Farrah was the other girl that I found extremely strong. To do all that, by herself. To deal with backstabbers and, yeah. The other girls were also very mature and all of them have stories that we should learn from. On the personal note though, I didn't like Amber. No. She was too, I don't know, pitying?

I'm longing for when I can go around and look ugly in my UGGS!

And take your money.

H came back from France yesterday and today we met! I have really missed her! Anyways we began to talk about our 18th birthdays who are coming up. We left H's quite early, because she has her on New Years Eve, so it is quite hard to do something special then. But mine! Oh, we came up with a great idea. See, my brithday is a Saturday. Right? And well, in Sweden the most of the clubs have 20 years-limit on Saturdays. So why not LEAVE the country? Uh uh? Londi-londi-londi! Spend the entire weekend in London. That would be awesome.
Friday. Arrive and shop a little. Have fish-pedicure! Take it easy. Saturday. Eat brunch at some cool place. Eat dinner. And then PARTY at the coolest clubs. Stay up 'til I don't know. Sunday. Eat afternoon tea. Shop at Spitafield market. Monday. Go home. Sleep.
I'm really pshyched on the whole idea. I chatted with alot of people on FB before. Really nice. Like L, she will perhaps come by my work on Monday to say hi. Or S who will call me up on Tuesday and see if we can do something. J and I will meet up after my job on Sunday. Also talked to E on the phone. She has been away a long time and ooh, it was so nice to hear her voice! Tomorrow I will buy a coat (I saw it today, but H wouldn't let me buy it) and ticket to Way Out West. Oh yeah!

He can't be all that pretty.

The Magnetic Fields – Come Back From San Francisco

Fashion tempted by fashion.

Forget about the previous post. This is my fall shop list!

Shoes from Zara, 799 kr

Ring from Acne, 595 kr

Coat from Weekday, about 1000 kr

Gray shirt from Monki, 250 kr

Dress from Monki, 450 kr

Bag from H&M, 600 kr
Jeans from Acne, 1095 and 1295 kr
(all and all 7308 kr)

Also some inspiration

The hair, oh, the hair!

I want basic tees too like black, dark blue and white! And I'm looking for some great shoes. I'm thinking about some brown boots, but then I saw a pair of Acne grey/black clumsy shoes and they were quite cool. So now I don't know... A black scarf would be e good investment and also some nice gloves. Oh, and soon the september issues are in the stores! Gaah, I can't wait.

I always fall in love with the fall.

So, soon the september issues will come in to the stores and I cannot wait! The fashion new year! So this fall I want grey, blue, mole brown, black, wine red and dark green. I have some want-so-bad things right now.
Black Acne jeans
Black loafers
Blue Acne jeans
Hat from Monki
Alot of knits
Grey dress from Monki
White blouses
Brown boots
Nail polishes!

Music I heard, music I am gonna hear live and music I love.

Makthaverskan – It's You And It's I
Parken – Åt melvete med himlen

M.I.A. – Paper Planes

Johnossi – Bobby

Maskinen – Alla som inte dansar

Jens Lekman – Black Cab

Hästpojken – Caligula

La Roux – I'm Not Your Toy

Håkan Hellström – Magiskt, Men Tragiskt

Lykke Li – I'm Good, I'm Gone

Kapten Röd – Ta Inga Order

You only live once, but if you work it right, once is enough.

I'm home from the festival and I had the most amazing time ever! I danced until 5.30 in the morning. I smoked more than ever before. I shared a tent with two other great girls. I saw Hästpojken, Johnossi, Parken, Maskinen, Digitalism, I'm From Barcelona, Crystal Castles and Kapten Röd. I moshpited. I peed in the woods. I walked for 20 minutes to a hot shower. I said hi to my famous childhood friend. I saw the model Frida Gustavsson at a thai. I walked around with two friends and sang and lied and gave other people compliments. I talked to a six year old who worked there. I cried. I weared wellingtons all the time. I got my friend from the cottage hospital. I talked to hyperreligious people. I talked to a member of the Centre party. I ate passion fruit. I secured my purse with duct tape. I got bee stung and a allergic reaction so I was afraid I had hepes or something. I was never all by myself.