onsdag 24 februari 2010

And all you want is to always feel happy for them because you know that if you do, then it means that you're happy too.

I have had a pretty tough start of the school. A lot of studying, a lot of trying to avoid studying and a lot of time spend on bus stations 'cause the bus/train/tram has been cancelled. Yeah, you then understand how annoyed and pissed of I've been on everything this week. Damn the snow that just gets in your way, the icicles that hangs on the edge of the roofs so you don't dare to go on the pavement, the homework, the bloody stupid teachers that has "forgotten" to tell you that today it's a test and damn the bus company in my city. So now that I've told you that happy story we can continue.
I bought two new nail polishes today a beige/pink one and a bronze one. That made my day a little better. Tried on some spring-clothes too! Lovely things on H&M, Zara and Acne. Oh gosh, me and J are thinking about getting tanned in a solarium. And I want to start excercise. What else? Yeah, tomorrow I have to lie to my teacher 'cause I haven't done the school assignment, and I hate lying but I really haven't had the time. A math test is tomorrow too, I don't feel totally sure but let's hope for the best.
I want a boyfriend! A sweet, loving, caring, funny boyfriend. Today when I was on my way to the school I saw a couple that stood and made out just round the corner from my school. I know who they are and I'm superduperjealous of them. And I hate every silly couple that hold hands in the shoppingcentres. What is wrong with me, why can't I get one guy to like me?
Me and J skipped our italian class today. I was in the school already when she called and we decided not to go. Haha, you should have seen me! I had to get out without anyone seeing me, so there was James Bond-moves all the way! Then I walked down the street and one of the hot senior guys came walking towards me. I can get really, I don't know, like scared and I didn't dare to look him in the eyes until we were like 5 meters from eachother. Then I caught him looking (checking me out?) at me. He's so hot. And tanned! Yeah, we will totally go and tan next week! Me and J of course not him.
Sorry for a really mixed text. Just have to clear my mind a little bit.