I'm sorry if I seem a little bored (which I am) or don't have anything better to do then sit here and write. It's just that my diary is out of pages and my head keeps filling with thoughts that I like, hate or just try to shut out. But it's hard when the only thing you can think of is a boy that you've never talked with. Who got that perfect haircut that you want to touch because it looks so perfect. Who smells not just good but amazing. Who got that brown eyes that seem to gore your soul and you have to look away so that you don't suffocate because you forget how to breath when he looks at you. Who you had on Facebook and everyday you would look at his page just to see him once again. Who lean on the desk in the classroom and looks out in the corridor so cool that you for just one second forget that you don't live in a movie. Who smiles secretively when your friends mock you in the stairwell because he kind of understands it's about him. Who you got crammed in with in a boxroom with your best friend and your teacher and you got so drolly but you had to play cool. Who you saw at the airport when you were about to fly by yourself for the first time and you wiped away your tears just because you wanted to look just as cool and sophisticated as him. Who don't know that you jumped and screamed with your friends in a empty corridor just because you didn't know what else to do when you had seen him. Who got loose long-sleeved tee-shirt. Who your best friend once was one second away from hitting in the face with your wellie. Who's schedule you've compared with your own so many times that you by heart which break you might see him. Who you talk about for hours and hours with all of your friends but they can't understand how high your heart jumps when you see him, and how it one moment later hurts so bad because you kind of know that it will never be you two.
