He calls me fifteen times a day, he likes to make sure that I'm fine.

Lily Allen – Not Fair

By seeing London, I have seen as much of life as the world can show.

Since I'm going to London soon... Oh? Did I forget to mention that? Well, yes I am. So I thought I would write a little list of where I'm going and a teenie weenie tiny list of what I, maybe, need? Oui.

Shops
Selfridges - everything under one roof. Like!

Topshop - I know, I know, I hate but I have to visit it anyways. They have a new make up line!
COS - a very calm and basic boutique.
Marc by Marc Jacobs - once a year is a good dose.
Next - maybe the boots have already arrived!
Urban Outfitters - you have to! You are in London!
New Look - "shoeheaven" it says.

Needs
Shoes - I only have like, converse.
Pretty blouses/shirts - maybe military green or just crisp white.
Black or blue trousers - think of the Chloe ones.

Today was my first day at work. I loved it! I got photographed by Asians, sold two passes and had a splendid time!

All I can say about life is; Oh God, enjoy it!

I have finally time to breathe after a few eventful days! I really should stop doing these long texts they are so confusing! But now it's to late to do anything about it.
Wednesday.

Got out of bed extra early to go to extra math with L. It sucked and I didn't understand anything! I get so extremly annoyed at myself when I can't get it!!! I had the last italian lesson of the year and it was kind of sad, even if we will have her again next year. So me and J ran to a shop to buy flowers to her. She was so happy when she got them! We played Tombola and I won a lollipop! At the free period we (me, J and A) had to do our dance to P.E.! So we did it and well, it was kind of like a gympass. Anyways, we did it! When we was in the kitchen trying to do a dance I opened a cabinet to look for somethign to eat. As I did so I could look right out in the hallway. And let's now guess who was there outside a classroom? Oui, the stalker/blondie. Five seconds of looking at eachother. Five seconds of chock for both of us. A and J saw him too and went dead silent. He is kinda good-looking. Thursday.
I had to drag like my whole f-ing life in my bag to school, since I was going to A's house and I didn't have time to go home between school and that. All the library books too (it weighed a ton). So when I went to the bus a little later than usual, 'cause I had had the brilliant idea to watch an episode of How I Met Your Mother before going to the bus, I saw the bus pulling away. Yay! I was already pissed off, 'cause the bags weighed so much and then I missed th bus and next bus wouldn't come until half-an-hour! So I called my darling sister who was at home sleeping and she agreed in driving me to school. Merci! There I had gradetalk with my swedish/religion teacher. And then I skipped the math test. Bad, bad, bad! Got a call from my friends saying that the teacher was searching for us in the entire school! I felt so bad and then I felt even worse when I found out later that he had a cake for us, and nobody turned up. I also had gradetalk with my P.E. teacher who said he was giving me a VG. But I argued, so I will get a complementary task this fall so I can get MVG. After all this I was so damn tired! I walked around the city and then I went to my new work. There I was trained so I can understand everything with money and so. It will be a chill work! Later I just strolled in the shops and met F in one. Then I went to take the bus with L and J to A's place. I thought I would sleep on the bus, but I was so wrong. I really like both L and J so much! At A's place we had girl dinner, they tried to make me drunk, ate, danced, played games and eventually slept.
Friday.
Woke up at A's place. We ate breakfast and made us ready for school. Although we didn't go to the ordinary lessons. Or the lunch. And A and J skipped the speechday to. Ma and L and her classmates went to the church. It was nice, a little bit dull as always. Then I ran to the bus and made it! I went to G's goodbye-party in the evening with only esthetic people. Some of them was really hot, but who cares? OK, I maybe texted J about it and complained about the fact that I dont have a boyfriend or anything like it! Oh well, but I went home quite early 'cause I was tired.

Saturday.

No sleep in this day either. Me and M had decided to be political active also this day so we went to a meeting with the vice president of our party. It was nice to see some new faces, although there was one girl that really bugged me! Oh, she was the 'everybody-is-so-interested-in-me-and-everything-I-say-so-let's-comment-everything' type of girl. Sure I know a few of those but she was stupid too! She for example said that there was not a problem with feminism anymore and everything was now equal between the genders so we should drop that question. Fuck that! My friend who is playing football told me that the best payed player in the women leauge in Sweden (which is like the second best leauge in the world) gets 25.000 kr/month, while the men gets several millions (and they aren't good)! Problem, uh? Anyways, there was some cool people there so it was not a total waste of time. Later I went to E's house to watch a movie and after that we were on ChatRoulette. That was a blast! We talked to a 21 year old Belgian, a 15 year old German and a 17 year old Canadian. Sure there is many sickos out there, but once you find someone to chat to they are so sweet!
Sunday. (today!)
I started to clean the first thing I did. The toilets, my room, the living room and so on. Because I had a cake party today at my house! J and L came early to help me with the cake. I was kinda nervous what they would think of my house, since I don't have a extremely large house like they do, but it went away. We had a fun time decorationg and listening to music. At thrre o'clock the rest of my friends started to drop by. All and all we were eleven people (A, A, E, F, F, H, J, L, M, N and me!). I had a great time. We ate cake, listened to music, talked, played games and yeah, just mingled. It was nice to see my best friends before the summer actual begins, since I am away pretty much and so are they! So now I sit here, I've cleaned everything, although I don't know where they put the cigarette butts.

The man who doesn't read good books has no advantage over the man who can't read them.

I want to read a lot (is that one or two words?) this summer. Mostly 'cause the only thing that can get me completly calm is books. But I also want to read some books about economics. So maybe I should start a little booklist? I write it on the right too, so I wont forget it.

Man walks into a room. N. Krauss. [ ]
Eating animals. J. Safran Foer. [ ]
Den vidunderliga kärlekens historia. C-J. Vallgren. [ ]
The world to come. D. Horn. [ ]
The undercover economist. T. Harford. [ ]
Capitalism a very short introduction. J. Fulcher. [ ]
Open world the truth about globalisation. P. Lergrain. [ ]
Röda rummet. A. Strindberg [ ]

Eight books on about two months. It should work.

Summer inspiration.

A list to read whenever.

The list. I copied my favourite parts. (Only swedish, sorry)

3. Äta paprika som om det vore ett äpple.

4. Busschaufförer som tittar en i ögonen och säger ”hej” när man stiger på.

5. Försommarkvällar när man går ensam på gatan, lyssnar på en ny favoritlåt och andas in de första sommardofterna som är precis överallt och tar några hemliga danssteg i takt med musiken och tänker att livet är nästan som en musikal.

10. Stå på en flygplats med fem kompisar, jämföra passfoton, skratta åt någons fotofrisyr från 2004 och vara precis i allra första början av en resa.

13. Råka säga en hel mening samtidigt som en kompis, skratta jättehögt efteråt och tänka ”gud vad det är meningen att hon ska vara min vän. Hon är bäst.”

27. Den tunga fuktiga luften som slår emot en när man går av ett flygplan i ett exotiskt land.

31. Promenera med en låt man älskar i hörlurarna, svänga in på en gata tom på människor och mima det mesta man kan för ingen ser.

42. Vara ensam hemma och prata med sig själv när man diskar.

47. Pojkar som biter sig i läppen och tittar en i ögonen.

53. Att läsa något i en vetenskapstidning när man är hos frisören och sedan av en slump råkar en kompis fråga något i det ämnet som den stora artikeln i vetenskapstidningen handlade om och man kan allting.

57. När någon säger att man är bra på engelska

58. Ligga på en strand i ett annat land och känna att man inte måste bada för det kan man göra dagen efter lika bra för det är alltid fint väder där man är.

64. Färskt lösgodis.

70. Mjuka kaninmagar.

77. Måla naglarna turkosblå, pistagegröna eller tuggummirosa.

79. De där gångerna då man känner sig nöjd med sin kropp.

83. Hundar som lägger upp en tass i ens knä när de vill bli kliade på magen.

86. Skriva klart en uppsats på tio sidor, läsa igenom den och känna sig helt nöjd.

95. Attackhångla förvånade pojkar när man är på Emmabodafestivalen.

100. Scenen i filmen Grease när John Travolta första gången syns i bild och vänder sig om med en cigg i mungipan.
101. Att ringa någon bara för att säga hej.

Feels like a circle around me while I wait for more.

Johnossi – What's the Point

I get turned on by shoes.

Ok. The class battle today was B-O-R-I-N-G! It rained, it was in the forest and bu-hu-hu. Some things were funny though. We got merged with the stalker-class, J talked to Mr. Curly Hair and we had tug-of-war with the teachers! We (AKA the boys from the stalker-class and some girls from my) won! Me and J stood under the umbrella the most of the time. Cool as we are. And the stalker had the shoes (but the guy-alternative obviously) that I've checked out a looong time! And yeah.

I can't fake, we're on top.

Oh my gosh. I have had a lovely weekend! Dont know why, but the feeling has been great! I was on a Green Day concert last night with my little brother. It was crazy. They dragged people up on the stage and they went crazy!!! Billy kissed one girl right on the lips, man, I thought she was going to pass out! Anyways, the concert was nice though I dont really listen to Green Day. Next Sunday I'm going to have a tårtkalas at my place! I have invited like ten or so, friends and we will have a great beginning of the summerholiday! Also, today I became political active! I've joined a party and today we had a picnic in a park. And supposedly everything is FREE! Gosh. And you know the guys that have been light-stalked me and my friend? Well, yesterday my friend was out and... She talked with one of them! They became bff. Totally random. And funny.

You know, you know. No, you don't, you don't.

The Killers – All These Things That I've Done

I was on my school's graduation today. Oh my god! I was so happy, sad and, I don't know, scared? I mean next time it's MY time. That is totally sick.

The ones who draw a picture and proclaim that it's art.

Johnossi – Man Must Dance

Hästpojken – Caligula

Yeah Yeah Yeahs – Gold Lion

You're just an animal developed into.

Whatever people say I am, that's what I'm not.

I haven't written in a while now. I have been so tired. I don't know why. So why wont we do a list and then a picture bomb! Yay!
- Saw Salem Al Fakir yesterday with some friends.
- Bought two sweaters and a nail polish.
- We drank italian coffee on the italian lesson.
- My math group of 8 people shared a 1,2 kilo big chocolate mousse cake!
- I played Juliette on our theatre.
- Was very proud to be swedish when Söderling beat Federer. You go Robin!
- I saw one of the hot seniors for the last time in school. An era has ended.
- My friend L had dreamed about me!
- Spent 5 hours on the town.
- Seen the newest Glee-episode three times.
- Was extremely chocked on how Israel treated the Ship to Gaza-thingy. Not so delicate...
- Yawned like 50 times on a day, it was totally crazy!
- Got MVG on Math B!!!!!
- Got a hallelujah moment: MVG + Håkan Hellström + beautiful clothes = almost crying.
- Convinced my parents to buy a festival-ticket. Oh yeah! We're gonna rock this place.
- Started a what-to-pack list. Very serious and nice.

Some food I'm just obsessed with
- Ravioli
- Sea-food salad
- Baby corn
- Canned champinions
- Passionfruit