onsdag 20 februari 2013

Here we go again, I kinda wanna be more than friends.

Last friday I went out and became that drunkie that I hate. And I met a guy who knows a guy which has been involved with my friend for like one year and a half now... We made out but then I got panickie and just went away from him. Then J started to stir me like only she can do. "Go back to him right now!" and I refused. So then we see him starting to talk with another girl. And J almost screams at me to go to him... So I went up to him, standing in front of the girl and looked at him saying "Shall we go?". We went. And by now I'm so drunk. I have memory slots... But we went home to him. Doing things but not ALL if I remember it right. Next morning I wake up... And realizes I have no clue on where I am. He asks after my name so he can add me on Facebook, he already had gotten my number. I call a cab and do walk of shame deluxe! Ohh gosh. I was really nauseated, thought I was going to puke in the cab... Came home and discovered the brutal hickeys on my neck. So turtleneck on! T came home over the weekend from Norway so then he came over and we went into the city. He teased me so bad. Sent texts and pictures to friends. Then in the evening when I just laid in bed watching weird documentaries he texted me. Wondering if I wanted to hang out on Sunday. I said yes. So Sunday evening after studying the whole day I met him up. And well... It was the first good date I've ever been to... We hanged out for like three and a half hour. Then he was wondering if I was free sometime in the week. So tomorrow (or today if your a know-it-all) I'm going over to his place to cook dinner together.
The thing is... I don't want a boyfriend. Really! So this is like perfect 'cause he's from another country and studies somewhere else, so he's only here until July! We'll see if this is worth pursuing. Now I will try to sleep again. Damn butterflies.

onsdag 13 februari 2013

Hey there sister, wife.


I haven't written in a while, I know. It's just so much right now... I was skiing with the school in Val d'Isere a couple of weeks ago. That was fun. Although I... I must get control of the alcohol. I don't like the person I get when I'm drunk... I'm mean. I scream. OK, I don't know if anyone else notice it. But I do and it's such a strange feeling. I say things and while I say things I'm hating myself for saying it. You know. It's like I'm somebody else and I'm watching myself from the inside. And I can't stop it. 
Yeah... Well the alcohol isn't that fun anymore. I get so wasted. I don't wanna become a person like that. 
And at the same time I'm just so tired. Tired of all the people that does things that are stupid and degrading and pure evil. I don't know if I can fight them off much more. Maybe that's why I hate my drunk self, 'cause I act like them. And I'm not like that. I don't wanna impress someone, yet I act like I want. Gosh. Maybe I think too much. 

onsdag 2 januari 2013

torsdag 27 december 2012

Material things that I think too much about
> Mulberry Scotchgrain Messenger in black
> hat from adidas by Stella McCartney
> Whyred sunglasses
> All Tomorrow's Parties shoes
> the perfect striped top from Proenza Schouler
> fur coats

New year means new promises.



  • :// Be a little sluttier, but do not get desperate. (again, 'cause it is an awesome promise!)
  • Take my driver license. (in June, PROMISE!)
  • Visit Paris. (with J, hopefully in June too!)
  • Cook more food. 
  • Learn how to drink, and hopefully like, bourbon. (it may go easier 'cause, like, I'm allowed to buy alcohol!)
  • Visit another continent.
  • Do stuff not because it's cool, but because I am cool.
  • Have a consumption-free month. (February!)
  • Prioritize my studies better.
  • Get my climbing card. //:

söndag 23 december 2012

Da capo!


Five events that has been good this year?
My trip to Bilbao with F. Way Out West. My Stockholm-trips (yes, it counts as one). The kick-off at uni. Living with J and F!
Five events that has been bad this year?
The enormous bruise I got at a party at the kick-off. My allergy which played up. Getting ignored by a boy you were naked in bed with 24 hours earlier (and forgetting my FAVOURITE pair of earrings there the next time, I want them back!). Everyone who moves away/travels so they aren't with me... 
What have you learned this year?
A lot! That living by "yourself" isn't that great. That people like me, whatever I am. That boys are childish creatures. 
Did this year turn out as you planned?
Yeah... Pretty much. 
Which countries have you visited?
Spain, oh gosh no other....
Which clothes have you used the most?
Carin Wester-top, my fake piercing in my ear, T by Alexander Wang-skirt, white Acne-shirt and the white H&M-dress!
Do you regret something?
No, no regrets. More of a regret that things didn't go my way, but that depends on whatever other people did. 
The best three parties?
The Hallowen-party at C, the kick-off with L and well... all of the crazii nights at HP.
What have you watched? (movies, series...)
New Girl, The Bing Bang Theory... I don't know...
Which bands/artists have you seen live this year?
Oh, this will be a long list... Miike Snow, Bon Iver, Kraftwerk, The Black Keys, First Aid Kit, Florence + The Machine, Gnucci, The Kooks, Movits!, Kapten Röd, Mash Up International (I was THIS close to actually tears), Maskinen, Veronica Maggio, Mumford & Sons, Noah And The Whale, The Cure, Radiohead, Snow Patrol, The View, The Maccabees, Feist, Deportees, The Royal Concept, Boy & Bear. I think that was it...
Which people have you hanged out with the most this year?
J, F, J, H, L, T and all new law friends!
Which new people have you gotten to know this year?
All of my law friends! So glad I met them all!
Three things you are proud over that you've done?
Started law school, became a member of Mensa and went to a festival in spain!!!
What is the most beautiful you have gotten this year?
My Iphone 5.
The best text this year?
Really no clue. I text WAY too much. Thank God for iMessage!
Best youtube-vid this year?
GAGNAMSTYLE!
How many have you been in love with?
Zero, null, nada. 
What is the best thing you've read?
Be with someone who makes you happy
What song do you wish to beyour soundtrack next year?
What are your New Year's resolution?
Be someone who makes you happy! 

tisdag 20 november 2012

Some things just occupying my mind...

Right now I'm listening to the radio program "Typo" that is about different character style, very nerdy, but still very interesting. Tomorrow I will make butternut pumpkin soup! Got a terrible headache today, so it was chilling time this afternoon. Last week I tried pole fitness and next week I will try climbing! I have decided not to drink alcohol this week except friday. Neither my body or my bank account loved the last week... I love this song right now - perfect when you have a lecture 8 am. I'm really psyched for Friday when a magazine will have it's celebration party in my town! What to wear though... I'm scrolling at Man Repeller for ideas. And on Saturday I will do pulled pork all by myself! I want to get good at cooking, so let's start!

torsdag 18 oktober 2012